[It's okay to be Humanity's Worst Cuddle Buddy, when you're in the company of Humanity's Best / Most Adorable Cuddle Buddy though! There are probably people, who are even worse than Levi at this anyway, like people who wouldn't get anywhere close to her right now or ever even today.
She really loves everything about this moment -- errrrrrrrr, not everything like it'd be better if she wasn't about to die back home or breaking down because of that and other reasons related to that, but she loves every action from the corporal. The hug itself, being so close to him for once in her life (not like she'll remember it, but she doesn't know she won't) and the pats and other gestures. Those pats are definitely working, so no, Levi, you're not so bad at this even though the calming down thing might be mostly because of her own feelings for him and just for the fact, that she can see him once more here. And maybe this is just some weird dream, but he's being even more amazing than ever and that is kind of not helping with the breakdown thing but she's really, really getting enough of this crying and trying to calm down completely. Soon. The rub actually gets a smile from her and she's really not sure what she's supposed to do here herself. This is a new situation for her too because wow, it's a hug with the corporal and she was unprepared for a hug from him. Cuddling her cheek against his clothes is kind of like an automatic reaction, but she does it just once or maybe twice before she realizes what she's doing. Nope, not that. That's like... no.
Petra is right about to say something to him being there alone, when Levi pulls away. ...Eeeeeeeeep, why is he so close still? Not that she minds, in fact she really doesn't. Not that she'd ever even try to make a move on him even when he's so close but wow, her face kind of feels like she's flustering like a lot here. Of course he is not entirely heartless, in fact she thinks she's not much heartless at all, and it's getting clearer and clearer today. Also she's not crying that much anymore. She should probably dry those tears from her eyes and quit it very soon because she's almost as calm as ever now. Was, before Levi pulled away from the hug to look at her face anyway. Corporal, why?! No, this is actually really good and she's taking a good look at his face.
Wait, what? .... if the words about him being alone made her feel sad and really bad, then those next words actually get a smile from her.]
It's great to see you, corporal. [it always is, but then she's just a girl in love and a huge fangirl, who really wants to be there for him as a subordinate and (potential) friend!] And if I disappear from here, somehow, then I'll be back a-and then you won't be alone here.
[... petra, it really doesn't work like you can just decide that you'll come here.]
i'm glad you think so, ahahaha... ha.... haaaaa, omg my heart for this whole cr
She really loves everything about this moment -- errrrrrrrr, not everything like it'd be better if she wasn't about to die back home or breaking down because of that and other reasons related to that, but she loves every action from the corporal. The hug itself, being so close to him for once in her life (not like she'll remember it, but she doesn't know she won't) and the pats and other gestures. Those pats are definitely working, so no, Levi, you're not so bad at this even though the calming down thing might be mostly because of her own feelings for him and just for the fact, that she can see him once more here. And maybe this is just some weird dream, but he's being even more amazing than ever and that is kind of not helping with the breakdown thing but she's really, really getting enough of this crying and trying to calm down completely. Soon. The rub actually gets a smile from her and she's really not sure what she's supposed to do here herself. This is a new situation for her too because wow, it's a hug with the corporal and she was unprepared for a hug from him. Cuddling her cheek against his clothes is kind of like an automatic reaction, but she does it just once or maybe twice before she realizes what she's doing. Nope, not that. That's like... no.
Petra is right about to say something to him being there alone, when Levi pulls away. ...Eeeeeeeeep, why is he so close still? Not that she minds, in fact she really doesn't. Not that she'd ever even try to make a move on him even when he's so close but wow, her face kind of feels like she's flustering like a lot here. Of course he is not entirely heartless, in fact she thinks she's not much heartless at all, and it's getting clearer and clearer today. Also she's not crying that much anymore. She should probably dry those tears from her eyes and quit it very soon because she's almost as calm as ever now. Was, before Levi pulled away from the hug to look at her face anyway. Corporal, why?! No, this is actually really good and she's taking a good look at his face.
Wait, what? .... if the words about him being alone made her feel sad and really bad, then those next words actually get a smile from her.]
It's great to see you, corporal. [it always is, but then she's just a girl in love and a huge fangirl, who really wants to be there for him as a subordinate and (potential) friend!] And if I disappear from here, somehow, then I'll be back a-and then you won't be alone here.
[... petra, it really doesn't work like you can just decide that you'll come here.]